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symbols was historyyyy
typography also history… but i m quite happy with my typo…hehe.. finally she said it is nice.. woohhoooo..
n for illustration.. she said good 4 my visual diary too..so hepiii.. n most of the assignments are done adyyy… feeling so freee todayy… so here i m writing my bloggg..
hummmm… but now we got out art historyy essay… wat the hell!!!!.. i don even noe wat is she talking abouttt… oopsss, it s bcoz i din listen..haizz.. need all the citation things again… so troublesomeee.. haizzz.. luckily we got monday a holiday!!..woohoo..so most prob goin to the library on monday..
oohh ya,, the highlight of my weekenddd… walking 4 close to 2 hoursss… juz to watch a bball match but in the end we missed it.. wat the hell!!.. hahaha.. we din noe it was a long walk n i think to u guys it is impossible to walk 4 2 hours without stopping… haha.. we did it.. woohoo.. still even tho i miss the match i m quite happy i could walk 4 so long.. it can contribute in helping me lost weight!!..hahaha..
so 4 sure we wont miss the match tis weeked.. goin to go so so early n taking the tram tis time …ahaha.. but gotta waste some money for sure…haizzz.. our faculty wonnn over the architecture!!.. so hepii din noe we were a strong team.. 1 thing veri disappointing is tat no one in my class join.. so weaK!!!!.. haha.. but nvm.. having the 3 of us there to support could make things better…hahaha..
wat else.. nothing much.. oohh yayaya… my family is meeting up with my aunties n uncless.. so jealous i m not goin to b thereeee… miss out on a lot of stuffff.. haizzz..
miss u guys a lottt… wanna go homeee..
* looks like i rili miss home a lot!, complaining about goin home every post… haha.. hummm.. yaya.. rili wanna go homee.. malaysia is my homeee!!!,, *
tats all
cheerio~

haiyoo.. wat a boring weekend.. not goin out..
got toooooo much work to doo.. don noe where to start!!
haizz need to redo some stuff too.. too messy.. haizz vanessa will juz kill me!!..
humm..sleeping veri late n waking up veri late too.. lazy to cook oso.. so eating bread or junk all the time
lazy is not the oni excuse.. no time oso.. gouache!! is juz so irritating..
using a lot of gouache too.. my heart ache lar.. 1 tiny weeny tube is 5.5 summore discounted price ady..wat the hell larr??.. use for 2 or 3 pics then finish!!..haizzz.. using a lot of money on art suppliess..
that is wat design is all about… buying expensive equipment!!..haizz..
haizz i haizz a lot of time adyy…but haizzz!!..
nth else to sayy..so sien weekend. wanna go out oso cant.. so mucccchhh workk.. do till my back achess..
the most serious thing is tat my hand is shaking.. use too more energy n strength on cutting n carrying stuff.. so tireedd.. when ever i move a muscle in my hand it hurtss..i noe i m exaggerating but it hurtss
haizz i m complaining a lot lar..
wanna go hommee. miss home. miss my maidd who does everything for me.. well almost everything!!
humm..miss my mom my dad my brother miss my cousins miss my frens miss my room my bed my tedddy bear my bolster my table my chair my TV my radio my comp my TOILET my mom’s cooknig my fish pond my house my clothes that i left behind my full lenght mirror my everything!!

still enjoying life here although the piles of homework starts stacking up.. went to jo’s house for a sleepover yesterday!!..so cooll.. seriously it is the first time sleeping over at a frens place!!..hahah..
we went to melb uni’s night market n on our way there IT STARTED RAINING.. so damn heavily..
hahaha..we did run 4 shelter but after tat we jz din give a damn.. so we were totally drenched when we reached melb uni.. it is quite a far distance to run!!..hahaha..but still it was fun.. i think i spend quite a bit.. feel a bit guilty now.. we were jz in time to see flare dance.. it was so cool so professional!.. how i wish i could dance like them!..
then while walking back to the city we were like drunk ppl on the road.. laughing n shouting..hahaha..it was fun!!.. me jo n yeen!!..haha..cant rili bliv we click so easily.. it is jz the 4th week of skul.. n i feel like they are already my best frens!!..
i feel luckily to have them!!..then we went to the market the nex day..haha.. bought some winter clothes 4 myself.. thanks jo, 4 choosing them.. n we ate spanish donuts.. it was rili delicious.. haha..then wat else we ate??… hmpphh. we ate a lot of stuff b4 goin to the market too.. then we drop the groceries back at jo’s n we went to pancakes parour.. hahahaha.. n we ate again.. n we actually wanted to go to fredo’s 4 ice cream..but to bad we were stuffed!!..haha..
anyway i rili had a great time with u guys.. jz tat sometimes i don rili noe how to express myself.. so mayb u guys think i m not appreciative.. but i m rili rili very greatful to have u guys as a fren.. n plus i was rili tired too tired of taking pics!!..haha joking ok

> thanks girlies <

at last, i m in melbourne.. it is a nice place.. veri windy but i rili hate the sun!! hahaha..
i love my class men.. juz full of funny n wacky ppl!!. ahahaha.. classes are fun!! n classes are just 20 steps away from the hostel where i live!!..hhahaha..so fun to juz wake up 10 minutes b4 classes starts..classes are interesting too.. i have always hated english lessons but my english teacher tis year is quite an interesting person..i hated english mayb coz i got scary teachers in sec skul!!..haha. when on a gallery visit last week..it was fun to see the melbourne city through the small aisle n lanes.. full of grafitti work ..hahaha..
the government actualy approves it!!..hahaha..so cool!!..
hhmmpphh.. wat else.. haha..we got our material kits today.. it was so bloody heavy!! sorry i gotta use the word bloody.. but it was seriously heavy!!..i was toppling over men!!..hahaha..
but the stuff in it was rili cool..haha.. my room is in a mess noww…ahahah.. haven rili packed it away yet!!..hhaha..errmm.. got camp on thurs n fri…hopefully it will b on ler.!!.. dun cancel it!!.i don wan classes!!..hahaha..
lazy boi!!..ok ler..tats a bout all ler.. i still talk like a msian ler..hahah.. cant get enough of my lers n mers..hahaha..
ok ler.. tats all!!. miss malaysia!!.. miss the food.. sick of my lousy cooking.. hahaha..
miss home!!

went to my primary school garthering yesterday!! it was so COOLL!!.. saw a lot of old frens n met new frens too.. i lost contact with a lot of frens who were from different classes.. n i saw them yesterday!!..so so hepi.. couldn’t sleep last night..haha..

some of them remembered me but i don remember them..feel so bad!!..haha.. n some whom i remembered don remember me!!haha..but it is ok.. got ur contacts now.. it was a damn hot night man!!.. i was sweating like crazy, felt like jumping in the pool but i din bring extra clothing..haha..

i talked so much tat i din eat.. n i din feel hungry too.. but once it was over..GOSH!! i went home n gobble up the leftover food..haha.. took a lot of pics too!!.. haizz, probably i will nvr see u guys again!!..when we all jz disperse into all directions doin all different kinds of things..hopefully everyone will still remember each other.. hopefully everyone still remember me!!..

frens were saying tat i will sure forget them n will b having a fun time in melb..but i rili don think so.. i hate to b alone.. n now i will b staying in an apartment with 2 strangers, walking to school alone, noone to copy hw from, buying groceries by myself, doin the laundry using my own bare hands..gosh!! but i would definitely make new frens that’s for sure, but mayb we wouldn’t be tat close or tat trustable or tat wild when we are together.. jz wish u guys could come along.. anyway, those who promise me tat they are coming to melb in 2008 betta keep ur promise!!u noe who u are..

will love all of ya till forever!! well, i too don know wat forever means. how long can forever last? till the end of ones life or till the end of the world..

CNY is here again!! new year would b so so boring!!..jz my aunt’s family coming.. n my cousin in melb jz gave birth so my other aunt n uncle would b there to help her out..n on the 3rd day of new year i will b goin off to melb..gotta see my nephew..haha.. looking forward..

it has been a long n boring january..haha… never wasted so much time in my life b4..haha..but tis week is better.. went out a couple of times with frens.. tis sat i will b goin to meet up with my primary school frens..it will b the whole of strd 6 of year 2001..hopefully a lot of ppl turn up.. lost contact with ppl from other classes..but still close to the ppl in my class when i was strd 6..they din rili much change..haha..still the same old jolly bolly ppl i know..looking forward to tat!!..

wanna go out with my close frens 1 last time..but there isn’t once we went out as a whole group..jia huei won’t be coming back 4 the nex 1 n a half years..n jana crystal n elaine are studying..tat leaves us with weekends..jz tis weekend left b4 ny..but the outing doesn’t seem to b happening..every1 is jz so so busy with their own lives..haizz..

jz not possible!!..i have 2 packed luggage..it weighs 38 kg..haha..so 1 more to go but it gotta b less then 12kg.. hopefully i can do it..haha..too many things to stuff in it.. i guess i gotta hand carry my shoes..no more space in the big bags..haha..

tat’s bout all.. my holidays goin to end soon..hopefully coll life is not so hectic as school..my last words to my frens, jan, used up all of his money!!haha.. crys, hope everything is going well with watever his name is.. sinyi, u are an excellent driver,sure pass the test 1.. jm, eat more!! u are too light.. celest, hope ns is fun!!.. zel, have fun in leehoms concert*jealous*.. elaine, hope tis bf is the 1 u marry!!..haha jkjk.. jia huei, get more pet bros from other countries.. good luck all..

life has been damn boring.. but it is betta than those who still have skool to go to!!..haha..

love the fact i have finished 11 years of studying.. at the same time i feel i m a grown up.. it should be a good feeling but i feel i still act like a lil girl!!.. haha but i will definately grow up when i m all alone over there..

when 4 a pre departure briefing on sat.. gotta know 2 seniors who are studying in mel too.. 1 of them is studying advertising in rmit (same as me but she is graduating june tis year ) n the other in mel U.. so glad i got to tok to them..learnt alot n they are rili friendly.. we exchanged emails n tel numbers.. they told me i can call them when i arrive so they can take me around the city.. n introducing me to cheap stuff to buy..haha.. so cool..don feel so lonely now..

gotta start packing now!!..don noe whether i can stuff all my clothes n daily stuff into the suitcase.. hope so.. there are still a few thing i haven’t bought yet.. waiting 4 my mom to b free to bring me!! 1 month more n i will b leaving!!..

i guess i m ready to fly out of this place i call home.. bye, home!!

hey guys.. i tried using blogspot but i don noe how to use it.. so dumb.. so i decidedto use tis again.. wan my close frens to noe wat i m up too.. especially when i m in australia nex year.. hope we can still keep in touch even though we are far apart..

last year of skul.. finally it is over.. 11 years of studying.. plus kindergarten it will b 14 years.. it is over in a blink of an eye!!.. it was rili memorable!!.. all the ppl i have met, u guys rili played a veri important part in my life.. no matter u are the bad guy or good guy.. thank you for all the memories.. good, bad, sad, angry, painful, everything!!.. it will always b with me.. skul years will always gonna b the best part of my life.. mayb college life will b betta.. haizz i don noe!!.. the older ppl are, the more cunning they are.. i don noe hu i can trust.. tis is the world of deceit!!.. you jz can trust urself..

i m worried!!.. living alone.. not exactly, i m renting a room in a two room apartroom.. but i don noe hu is my room mate.. hope it is someone trustable!!..  nice n tidy, frenly, caring, considerate… HOPEFULLY!!.. PLZ!!.. hope i can get along wif her.. UNI??.. i don noe.. gotta walk to uni everyday.. don noe how far my legs can take me!! haizz.. i m thinkin of the worst!!.. so tat i will b ready to face watever circumstances on my own!!.. hope it won b so bad..

all my life i hav been waiting 4 tis day when i can fly freely out of my parents hands n tis country’s walls.. but now the day has come, but i m not ready to go yet.. but all has been god’s will n i will go wif it..

it is a blessing 4 me to go through 17 years of my life without any major obstacles!!.. i m happy i m still alive.. i will end this 17th chapter with a ".. happy ever after." jz like fairytales.. i m goin to do wat ever i like n enjoy myself tis last few days of 2006.. then it will b a new beginning!!.. wait 4 my return!!

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got so sick yesterday.. i woke up wif a sore throat then after reccess got a terrible headache.. After lunch was worse when i got aches n pains all over my body… during society time, i was knocked out.. slept through that 1 hour.. but i felt like vomitting too..walking down the stairs was hard… every step i took was like i was goin to throw out..
i got into the car n slept throughout the journey home.. till home i open the car door n i  din have the strength to even get down.. suddenly i felt like i was goin to burp then all the water i drank came out wif the roti canai i ate during reccess..i was sweating like crazy..after the vomitting i felt better..
i got into the house n jumped on my bed and slept.. i was burning hot..aching pain all over me.. i felt better at dinner but i din eat anything…  i got up to watch american idol..haha… but got a veri serious migraine.. at midnight my fever got back again..
but it got better tis morning.. so i m ok now..
i alwiz get sick at the wrong time.. i would never get sick on a weekday so tat i can miss skul…alwiz get sick during the weekend or during the holidays..this time i got sick on a friday.. i have so much weekend homework to do..do even wan to be sick.. but i won b sick 4 a long time.. the most is about a day..
so now i m up to do my projects n essays… got a karangan n 2 essays.. science structure question n a science essay 4 course work.. got maths n add maths..n more.. plenty to do..n jz 1 n a half days to goooo… haizz..feeling the pressure now..
ok..tat sums up my week..

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OMG!!damnit… i wrote 1 long post about my CNY celebrations n the stoopid frenster deleted ittttttt….so freaking angry now..

so now i m jz writing a brief 1..ARRRGGHHHH

i alwiz celebrate CNY in KL.. to b fair to my other relatives tat lives in penang melacca n johore n even australia.. KL is right in the middle.. but tis time my cousins from penang din come down…so it was less fun but still great new year 4 me..reunion dinner was great..we had it at Qing place in Sri Hartamas.. we hav been eating our reunion dinner 4 the past 3 years but never bored of the food ..especially the sharks fins soup..me n my cousins favourite…this time there was sth special.. we had a western dish too… big headed prawn ( see the prawn pic in my frenster photos ) the prawn was brought from cambodia ( i think or vietnam ) by my aunts borther.. rili sth new to me..delicious too.. n as usual 4 dessert was mua chi.. rili nice.. yum yum!!

no gambling 4 us on CNY..we seldom play chor dai di too.. 4 us it is alwiz monopoly time when it is CNY gamble wif monopoly money…we create our own rules n made the game more interesting.. like merging ‘companies’ . giving 50 % discount . selling n buying properties n many more… it was the australian open mens singles finals too.. so all of us were glued to the tv screen..well not all of us.. those tennis maniac oni..tats like me??.. my 2 other aussie cousins.. n my bro.. but kinda boring 4 me…haha..slept at the starting of the game..but woke up in time to see the last 2 sets… n of coz federer won the title..n he cried… haha… shocking!!.. it was not like it was his first time winning a grand slam.. mayb coz he recieved the trophy from rod laver..

of coz CENDOL was most of our favourites…we got it 4 tea time..luckily the cendol man my mom goes to is an indian…haha..no celebrations 4 him.. had good meals the 3 whole days..a combination of outside food n moms homecooked food.. n of coz not to 4get my moms cookies n the cookies brought by my aunties..thx to the snacks men… can keep on munching on them while chatting wif my cousins.. rili a cool 3 days..

we went off to melacca on the 3rd day of NY n i stayed in my aunts hse.. got to eat the famous chicken rice balls..watever it is called ler.. the chicken rice comes in a sphere size..then at night we had another reunion dinner wif my other relatives in melacca at bei zhan.. we had been goin there as long as i remembered celebrating CNY in melacca..then i went to my cousin hse…small n cosy hse but it was rili well decorated by my cousin’s husband.. rili nice lightings. We watched ‘flight plan’ after posing for our family potraits.. the stereos were cool…felt like i was in the cinema.. the movie was not too bad ( got a rili high taste 4 movies nowadays ).. on the 4th day tat was a wednesday ..we ate bak gut teh opposite my aunts hse b4 we left… we walked there under the hot blazzing sun till my corneas were almost liquifying…phewss..but got to eat nice food then it doesnt matter ler…

finally GOODBYE time..i oni get to see my aussie cousins once a year n my melacca cousins in a few months time during qing ming tat is in april.. haizz…

bak to skul 4 me… bak to uni 4 my cousins in mlc.. n bak to work 4 my aussie coussins..but still i m looking forward to skul..YIPPEE..skul starts tommorow.. duno y??.. mayb coz i wan to finish my form 5 as fast as possible coz i hate it.. my new year wish is hope tis year ends fast.. hope SPM ends fast ( not thinkin about the result ) ..n lastly hope i m not in 4 NS..haha.. heard a lots of bad comments from my cousins frens..

ok..tats about all..spend about an hour writin tis n the 1 tat was deleted.. arrrgghhh… looks like my brief post is quite long too..haha

hope every chinese on earth will hav a wonderful dog year.. Woof Woof..

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